A Journey of Faith and Trust

Becoming a mother changed me in ways I never expected. It wasn't just the sleepless nights or the endless diapers — it was the profound shift in my heart, the constant reminder that I’m walking a path of faith. In the early days, I found myself often asking, “Am I doing this right?” or “Am I enough?” In moments of exhaustion or frustration, I would look at my child and wonder if I was giving them all the love and guidance they truly needed. It was during these moments of doubt that I learned to trust not just in my abilities, but in God's plan for both my life and my child’s.

A Calling Greater Than I Ever Imagined

Motherhood is a calling — one that I never fully understood until I became a mother myself. There are moments when I’m in awe of the responsibility God has entrusted to me. Psalm 127:3 says, “Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from him.” I think about that verse often. My child, this precious gift, is a reward — a blessing beyond what I could have asked for. And with that blessing comes the weight of knowing that I’m responsible for guiding this life, teaching them right from wrong, and helping them to know the love of God.

But motherhood isn’t always easy. Some days, I feel like I’m barely keeping my head above water. And yet, God never leaves me to face it alone. His strength is what carries me, His love is what sustains me, and His grace is what makes me a better mom each day. It’s in those moments of exhaustion or doubt that I have learned to lean on Him even more.

Trusting God in the Struggles

There are days when motherhood feels like one challenge after another. From tantrums to sleepless nights to trying to balance everything on my plate, it can be easy to fall into frustration. I’ve often found myself saying, “God, I need Your help right now.” And each time, He’s faithful. Sometimes, it’s the quiet peace that settles in my heart when I pray. Other times, it’s the strength to take one more step or the clarity to make the next decision.

When I feel overwhelmed, I remind myself that God never promised motherhood would be easy, but He did promise that He would be with me through it all. Isaiah 41:10 reassures me, “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

I don’t have to do this alone. And when I feel like I’m failing, I remember that God’s grace is bigger than my mistakes. I don’t have to be perfect. I just have to trust in Him, and He’ll lead me through each day.

Teaching My Child About Faith

One of the most powerful things I’ve come to realize is that motherhood is about more than just providing for my child’s physical needs. It’s also about shaping their spiritual life. I want my child to know that God loves them deeply, that He is always with them, and that they can trust Him with anything.

But how do I do that? By modeling faith. By showing them how to pray when we’re scared or anxious. By pointing them to the Bible when they’re unsure. By trusting God in the small moments and the big ones, so that they can see what it looks like to rely on Him fully.

I don’t have all the answers, but I know that if I keep my faith centered on God, He will equip me to be the mother my child needs. Each day is an opportunity to teach them not just with words, but through my actions. And even when I stumble, I know that God is there to pick me back up.

A Prayer for My Journey

As I reflect on this beautiful yet challenging journey, I pray:

Lord, thank You for the gift of motherhood. Thank You for the trust You’ve placed in me to raise this child. On the days when I feel overwhelmed, remind me to lean on You. Fill my heart with Your peace and give me the strength I need to be the mother You’ve called me to be. Help me to show my child Your love in every word, every action, and every moment. And when I fall short, remind me that Your grace is more than enough. I trust You with my child’s future and my own. In Jesus' name, Amen.